It’s been 5 years since
the last day that I saw you. It’s kinda weird but I feel like that I miss you
but this feeling are not supposed to happened.
Let’s start at that day
when we first met. I was a transferred student when I entered the school in my
2nd year high school, so I only know the persons belonging in the
same class with me. And when I became 3rd year high school, I was shift
into another class and then I became in the same class with you. At first, I
really don’t like you because you’re arrogant. You’re always teasing me and it
really makes me mad. You’re always saying that you had a crush on me but I feel
that you’re just teasing me because you have a girl friend that time. One day,
I put a lot of picture of me on my wallet, because to be honest I really love
myself even though I’m not that pretty. Then, I left my wallet on the classroom
and then when I came back I check on it if my money is missing. Thank God my
money is still there. But when I counted the pictures that I put on it, I
realize one is missing. Then you show me your wallet and I saw my picture on
it! I asked you to return my picture but you didn’t do it.
Then one
night, I dreamt of you, it was an accident! Or should I say it is just
unexpected. I dreamt that you was holding my hand. When I wake up, I said to
myself that it was not just an ordinary dream, it’s a nightmare! Then of course
I told that dream to my best friend not knowing that your best friend was
listening, I just noticed that he was listening when I finished telling my
friend about it. Then I beg his best friend not to tell to you, and he promised
not to tell you. And then, another day has passed I just noticed that you are
acting strange. You’re always saying to me that you will demonstrate something…
and then you keep waving your hands. I realized that your best friend told you
about my dream! I was really an idiot when I think that he will not tell you
that, in the first place you’re best friends that’s why he told you about that.
And then you started teasing me again. You even say ‘I love you’ when we’re in
the gym but I don’t believe that because you have a girl friend.
And then, when
we became 4th year high school or should I say seniors, you transfer
into a school that’s really far from my school, actually I don’t really care
about it. But even though you’re far from me, we still have contacts to each
other. My friends are teasing me because in our classroom I am the only one
that has contact on you. And I say that’s impossible! But they say that it was
true.
Then when we
became 1st year college, I heard that you came back in our village.
Then I sent a message on you to confirm it and it was true. We started sending
texts to each other again. But I never saw you when you came back. Only text
message are our only connection to each other. And then one day, you said that
you will going back to that far place again, I just said “Ok Happy Journey” and
then you really go back there. But now, I don’t know if I don’t care anymore.
It feels like I became sad when you said that. I never saw you when you came
back here in our village and I never saw you when you’re about to leave.
Then after
months I guess, I changed my number and then we lost contacts to each other. My
feelings are not confused anymore.
One day, me
and my friends decided to have a reunion party.
When me and of
my friends are there, we keep on talking and telling stories about our life.
Then one of my friends, let’s name her Ayumi (Not the real name), asks…
Ayumi: Hey,
how are you and him? (She was talking about you)
Me: There’s no
us.
Ayumi: But you
still have contacts to him.
Me: No, I
already changed my number.
Ayumi: Too
bad, when we’re in highschool I remember when he said “Look at her Ayumi, She’s
really beautiful” then I look at where is looking at, and then he was staring
at you!
That time my
feelings for you became stronger. I have suitors now but I always think of you.
Did you know
that my guy best friend in college is courting me? But I hurt his feelings
because of you.
Will you came
back here? Came back where we first met?
Have your
feelings for me changed?
Please come
back, and let’s start over again.
And I’m hoping
that picture of me in you will be the reason for you to came back here.
